solace

i am at the cafe and chose to sit in the smoking room because the airflow is nice and i like that it tends to be less crowded than the main room, and blah blah and it Is nice in here and we were all peacefully doing our thing: homework and i registered for my driving skool and we are having our coffee and some of us are having cigarettes and then Crowd Of Obnoxious people came in and sit down around the table in the middle, and all three light up when only one person has purchased a bottle of water. and i want to HIT THEM. and they are headed up by a girl with an obnoxious high pitched voice that can neither talk below a 200Db level or ... fewer than 95 wpm. really. tempted to hit her. the girl is the girl who wears makeup and big dangly earrings to yoga class.

i am extra pleased when they all get up and leave. HOORAY.

anyways i was going to write about how i love tucson and i love that i see people i know every time i go out of my house. its nice, seeing bilal every day. today he was pedaling furiously towards his home and his black vest over white tee shirt was flapping in the breeze. and he shouted hello as we passed each other.
nice.
i can has a sense of community?
plz?
that is all.
i went on the bike ride last night and it wasnt horrible but it was not up to its usual awesomeness. i think if everyone who is turned off by the way it has devolved started going again? it would be ok. this is my hope.

in other news?
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yay spring! orange trees are blooming deliciously and the whatever those are that make the little orange puff balls are also blooming odiferously and its nice. being alive is pleasant. do we all agree?